Kim Kardashian became extremely emotional when her marriage to Kanye West unraveled, telling her sisters that she felt like a failure as her third marriage broke down.

“I feel like a f–king failure, like it’s my third f–king marriage,” Kim remarked in a flashback clip from Thursday’s episode of “Keeping Up With the Kardashians.” “Yeah I feel like a f–king loser. But I can’t even think about that like, I want to be happy.”

In one episode, Khloé confronts Kim about what’s going on with her and Kanye. Kim claims they aren’t arguing right now, but in a flashback, she is sobbing and being open about her relationship.

“I just honestly can’t do this anymore,” she said, adding, “Why am I still in this place where I’m stuck for years? He goes and moves to a different state every year. I have to be, like, together so I can raise the kids, you know? And he’s an amazing dad, he’s done an amazing job …”

“He deserves someone to go support his every move, to follow him all over the place, and to move to Wyoming,” she says, brushing her tears away. “I can’t do that…. He should have a wife that supports his every move and travels with him and does everything.”

Previously, she was married to music producer Damon Thomas and professional basketball player Kris Humphries.

In 2014, Kardashian and West married in a grandiose ceremony in Italy. They have four children: daughter North, born in 2013, a son called Saint in 2015, a girl named Chicago in 2018, and a son Psalm in 2019.

The emotional chat took place before of the Kardashian family’s Thanksgiving trip to Lake Tahoe, with Khloe claiming Kim and Kanye were getting into a lot of disagreements before the trip.

Kim, 40, yelled at her family during the episode, which featured a family trip to Lake Tahoe, over a plate of cookies, which Khloé Kardashian blamed on the Skims founder’s failed marriage.

“Kim has been struggling privately behind camera about her relationship and it’s tough because Kim is clearly redirecting so much of her frustration and sadness and anger,” Khloé said during a confessional. “And, you know, sometimes you just take things out on something that has nothing to do with what you’re going through. It’s not the cookies’ fault.”

Kim Kardashian and Kanye West announced their divorce earlier this year after six years of marriage. Kim may discuss her divorce for the first time in the season finale of Keeping Up With the Kardashians, which airs Thursday, June 10, on E! She has stayed silent on social media.

Kim and Kanye were in marriage counseling for much of 2020, with the prospect of divorce looming, but they managed to celebrate Christmas together and make it into the new year.

Kim’s mother, Kris Jenner, has spoken out about the divorce. She  said on The Kyle & Jackie O Show on March 18: “I think it’s always going to be hard anytime, you know, there’s a lot of kids. The good thing about our family is that we are there for each other and supportive and we love each other very, very much, so all I want is for those two kids to be happy. And I want the kids to be happy. That’s the goal.”