Kim Kardashian felt like a failure when her marriage to Kanye West fell apart earlier this year.

The SKIMS founder discusses her relationship with Kanye West in the penultimate episode of “Keeping Up With the Kardashians.”

The Kardashian-Jenner family travels to Lake Tahoe to check up on Kourtney Kardashian and Scott Disick’s romance before confronting Kim’s secret grief.

“Kim has been struggling privately behind camera about her relationship and it’s tough because KIm is clearly redirecting so much of her frustration and sadness and anger,” Khloe Kardashian said. “Sometimes you just take things out on something that has nothing to do with what you’re going through.”

In one episode, Khloé confronts Kim about what’s going on with her and Kanye. Kim claims they aren’t arguing right now, but in a flashback, she is sobbing and discussing her relationship.

“He deserves someone that can go support his every move and go follow him all over the place and move to Wyoming,” she adds as she wipes her tears away. “I can’t do that…. I feel like a fucking failure that it’s, like, a third fucking marriage. I feel like a fucking loser. But I can’t even think about that. I want to be happy.”

After nearly seven years of marriage, the reality personality and entrepreneur filed for divorce from the rapping fashion designer in February. They have two girls, North, seven, and Chicago, three, as well as two sons, Saint, five, and Psalm, two.

Khloe accosted Kim inside the Tahoe cabin, asking, “How are you and Kanye doing?”

“There’s no fighting,” Kim said. “Like, now it’s all calm so I just roll with it, you know?”

However, Khloe senses that there is more going on than Kim want to say. “Kim is dealing with so much right now and it’s tough because before we left, her and Kanye had this big fight,” Khloe added.

Kim may discuss her divorce for the first time in the season finale of Keeping Up With the Kardashians, which airs Thursday, June 10, on E! She has stayed silent on social media.

The pair was allegedly in marriage counseling for the whole of 2020.

“I honestly can’t do this anymore,” she says while recapping their fight to her sisters. “Why am I still in this like, place where I’m stuck for years? Like, he goes and moves to a different state, every year, I have to be together so I can raise the kids, you know?”

Nonetheless, she describes the “Yeezus” rapper as an “amazing dad” to his four children, North, Saint, Chicago, and Psalm.

Kardashian West also expresses regret about her third divorce. She previously married music producer Damon Thomas (2000–2004) and former NBA player Kris Humphries (2011–2013), with whom she divorced after only 72 days of marriage.

The Wests married in Florence in May of 2014. Kardashian West donned a form-fitting, backless Givenchy gown, and the couple kissed in front of two tall floral walls.

Khloe went on to say that the family simply wants the best for Kim. “[She] is one of the most incredible human beings, literally ever,” Khloe said. “And she tries to protect their union at all costs but it’s hard when you carry that responsibility on your shoulders, and I just want her to take care of herself too.”

Her mother, Kris Jenner, has spoken out about the divorce. According to Us Weekly, she remarked on The Kyle & Jackie O Show on March 18: “I think it’s always going to be hard anytime, you know, there’s a lot of kids. The good thing about our family is that we are there for each other and supportive and we love each other very, very much, so all I want is for those two kids to be happy. And I want the kids to be happy. That’s the goal.”

Caitlyn Jenner has also spoken out about Kimye’s divorce. “I love Kimberly,” she said to Access Hollywood. “Honestly, I love Kanye. I have had a very good relationship with Kanye. I wish them both nothing but the best. But as far as speaking about that, that is their story to tell, not mine. And I think you might learn some things in the final episode [of KUWTK], I wouldn’t be surprised—although I haven’t seen the show, but I do remember shooting scenes. And yeah, I think it should be pretty interesting.”